I feel so alone. I wish i could call on you Lord. But my frustration wont let me do it. Oh Lord I need you. Sometimes we may feel like God is not near. But if you take sometime to listen you just might hear. The hurt the pain the confusion everyday. "Oh Lord!" You say, you have to make a way!" Your eyes have become sore and dim. You cried over and over again. The sun just wont shine like before. Oh Lord open heavens doors! So you sit in frustration day in and day out. Somedays you feel like taking yourself out. You scream Lord why me! Why dont you hear me?! So you turn to drugs and alcohol to ease the pain. Its not letting up so you do it again and again. You repeatedly pray day after day. Oh Lord please make a way! But all the while you suffer God is not no farther than yesterday. God is working everything out like he say. He knows if he take you out of it now. You will just go back to way you was any how. He knows that your not quite equipped for the life that exist. So he allows you to suffer. But surely my friend you are covered. So hold on a lil while longer. For surely you will see why you suffered. For God knows what's good for his child. He loves you dearly. So please hold on just a lil while.....
Giving Hope to those in need. Hoping that I can bring a change in someone's life!
i was the same way. it has took a long time to were i am now. without Jesus i would be lost. some how over the last day or so. he has put my heart in peace. he took away all of my stress and showed me heaven on earth, he sez i am a king in his eyes. he is trying to show me whats next. i haven't got there yet. but i have seen were i am going. it was a little scary at one time. but now its just peace. he is love... so just trust in him. this life is not the end. its a new life. it may sound crazy. i have seen my fathers eyes and they ar full of love. so trust.care.love and be proud. because we all mater to our father...
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